Thank you for your encouragement. I have to tell you, the very best thing that happened to me was loosing my house, and becoming a force for the good of all of our inhabitants on this wonderful planet. (funny I just changed this from against the oppression)
I have a story to tell it. My Cousin Karen and I were planning to build a hotsprings resort together, she is allopathic Dr. and I am a wholistic healer, we both put our homes on the market. She sold hers way under market immediately, and I got messages from several sources with spirit behind them NO MATTER WHAT, DO NOT SELL THIS HOUSE FOR LESS than $650,000 WHATEVER YOU DO, that was way out of market range, I could have sold it for $350 but the message was too clear to ignore. An example of the answers and who they came from, my Feng Shui Master Shan Tung, my friend Olivia just learning how to use a pendalum, my step mothers sister who is a very successful Realtor in Las Vegas, a friend who was stoned, because he just got the job of his dreams, came out of his slurry, looked me square in the eye and said what ever you do, do not sell that house for less than $650,000, my inner voice said the same. Well it did not sell. I had to leave, with the sheriff watching and people waiting to go through all my belongings that were not saved, I had to give away my mothers dining room set (I hated it anyway) all I could save was my art, it took all night to wrap my art, decide what books to save, mostly on healing and spirituality. I lost 300 or more very dear books and so much more, but saved my aromatherapy oils and things that really did need to be saved.
I found myself all of the sudden free, 2 dogs and cat in tow, one cat left Cedric who would not come out. My dear friend Debbie took me in for 6 months while I just healed and regrouped and kept Debt to Glory going.....................
ANYWAY: I was going over my paperwork the loss of the house, how many times I refinanced, adding up what I will put through the process and guess how much it all came to $650,000. The sad thing is, I didn't even realize it until after a walk today with my dear friend Debbie, when I was telling her about FCUSA and that loosing the house was a good thing because of what will go through the process and I started crying.
All is Well